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Wednesday, March 21, 2007 - Wednesday in the Fourth Week of Lent

[Isaiah 49:8-15 and John 5:17-30]

For the Lord comforts his people and shows mercy to his afflicted. But Zion said, "The Lord has forsaken me; my Lord has forgotten me." Can a mother forget her infant, be without tenderness for the child of her womb? Even should she forget, I will never forget you.

When I begin to serve as a spiritual director for an individual, one of the first things I do is to ask about the person's "history with God" from the time they first heard of God up to the present day. What is their "image" of God? Is God male? Female? Genderless? to them? Is God benevolent? Is God a Father, Mother, Friend, Judge, Prosecutor? Spiritual direction is about a person's relationship with God. If the director has no knowledge of the directee's relationship with God, there is little point to spiritual direction! I have to say, I have rarely heard anyone describe God in maternal terms. I realize this is much more common in women who are aware of feminist spirituality or environmental theology, but even so I haven't met many women who personally describe God as "Mother" to me. This is even less the case with men! I would be happy to hear from any in my congregation who do "image" God as "Mother." The image from Isaiah in terms of the relationship of Mother to child to describe God's relationship to the Chosen People is an opportunity to "stretch" our imagination a bit. From close female friends who have shared with me their birth experiences I have learned about the strength of the bonding experience at childbirth. I have listened to very angry Moms who believe a school or pastor has treated their child unfairly! If this can be part of an experience of the relationship with God, I will opt for that tenderness for the child and the "Tigress" defending me anytime! Isaiah offers us a wonderful opportunity to think about God as "Mother" or even as "Mom!" It could be a healthy spiritual "exercise" to contemplate this image! AMEN

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Configuration

debug
xdebug
logging
cache
compression
tokenizer
eaccelerator
apc
xcache

Request

options:
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  path_info_array: SERVER
  http_port: null
  https_port: null
  default_format: null
  logging: '1'
  relative_url_root: null
  formats: { txt: text/plain, js: [application/javascript, application/x-javascript, text/javascript], css: text/css, json: [application/json, application/x-json], xml: [text/xml, application/xml, application/x-xml], rdf: application/rdf+xml, atom: application/atom+xml }
  no_script_name: false
parameterHolder:
  action: show
  args: ''
  date: '2007-03-21'
  module: wttw
attributeHolder:
  sf_route: 'sfRoute Object()'

Response

status:
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  text: OK
options:
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  logging: '1'
  charset: utf-8
  send_http_headers: false
  content_type: 'text/html; charset=utf-8'
cookies: {  }
httpHeaders:
  Content-Type: 'text/html; charset=utf-8'
javascripts:
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  'https://ajax.googleapis.com/ajax/libs/jqueryui/1.8.6/jquery-ui.min.js': {  }
stylesheets:
  main.css: {  }
  wttw.css: {  }
  rbwords.css: {  }
metas:
  title: RBWords
  language: en
httpMetas: {  }

User

options:
  auto_shutdown: false
  culture: null
  default_culture: en
  use_flash: true
  logging: '1'
  timeout: 1800
attributeHolder: {  }
culture: en

Settings

mod_wttw_enabled: true
mod_wttw_view_class: sfPHP
sf_admin_module_web_dir: /sfDoctrinePlugin
sf_admin_web_dir: /sf/sf_admin
sf_app: frontend
sf_app_base_cache_dir: /var/www/rbwords/cache/frontend
sf_app_cache_dir: /var/www/rbwords/cache/frontend/dev
sf_app_config_dir: /var/www/rbwords/apps/frontend/config
sf_app_dir: /var/www/rbwords/apps/frontend
sf_app_i18n_dir: /var/www/rbwords/apps/frontend/i18n
sf_app_lib_dir: /var/www/rbwords/apps/frontend/lib
sf_app_module_dir: /var/www/rbwords/apps/frontend/modules
sf_app_template_dir: /var/www/rbwords/apps/frontend/templates
sf_apps_dir: /var/www/rbwords/apps
sf_cache: true
sf_cache_dir: /var/www/rbwords/cache
sf_charset: utf-8
sf_check_lock: false
sf_compressed: false
sf_config_cache_dir: /var/www/rbwords/cache/frontend/dev/config
sf_config_dir: /var/www/rbwords/config
sf_csrf_secret: 8ed0b717824b51b9a11ceb0c956937fa4e1ea8af
sf_data_dir: /var/www/rbwords/data
sf_debug: true
sf_default_culture: en
sf_enabled_modules:
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sf_environment: dev
sf_error_404_action: error404
sf_error_404_module: default
sf_error_reporting: 32767
sf_escaping_method: ESC_SPECIALCHARS
sf_escaping_strategy: true
sf_etag: false
sf_file_link_format: null
sf_i18n: false
sf_i18n_cache_dir: /var/www/rbwords/cache/frontend/dev/i18n
sf_lib_dir: /var/www/rbwords/lib
sf_lightbox_css_dir: /devrbwords/sfLightboxPlugin/css/
sf_lightbox_images_dir: /devrbwords/sfLightboxPlugin/images/
sf_lightbox_js_dir: /devrbwords/sfLightboxPlugin/js/
sf_log_dir: /var/www/rbwords/log
sf_logging_enabled: true
sf_login_action: login
sf_login_module: default
sf_module_cache_dir: /var/www/rbwords/cache/frontend/dev/modules
sf_module_disabled_action: disabled
sf_module_disabled_module: default
sf_no_script_name: false
sf_orm: doctrine
sf_plugins_dir: /var/www/rbwords/plugins
sf_root_dir: /var/www/rbwords
sf_secure_action: secure
sf_secure_module: default
sf_standard_helpers:
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  - Cache
sf_symfony_lib_dir: /var/www/rbwords/lib/vendor/symfony/lib
sf_template_cache_dir: /var/www/rbwords/cache/frontend/dev/template
sf_test_cache_dir: /var/www/rbwords/cache/frontend/dev/test
sf_test_dir: /var/www/rbwords/test
sf_upload_dir: /var/www/rbwords/web/uploads
sf_use_database: true
sf_web_debug: true
sf_web_debug_web_dir: /sf/sf_web_debug
sf_web_dir: /var/www/rbwords/web
symfony.asset.javascripts_included: true
symfony.asset.stylesheets_included: true

Globals

cookie:
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env: {  }
files: {  }
get:
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post: {  }
server:
  CONTENT_LENGTH: ''
  CONTENT_TYPE: ''
  DOCUMENT_ROOT: /var/www/rbwords/web
  DOCUMENT_URI: /c.php
  FCGI_ROLE: RESPONDER
  GATEWAY_INTERFACE: CGI/1.1
  HOME: /var/www
  HTTPS: on
  HTTP_ACCEPT: '*/*'
  HTTP_ACCEPT_ENCODING: 'gzip, br, zstd, deflate'
  HTTP_COOKIE: symfony=q532alrrkh10shfu08l5rbcc73
  HTTP_HOST: rbwords.com
  HTTP_USER_AGENT: 'Mozilla/5.0 AppleWebKit/537.36 (KHTML, like Gecko; compatible; ClaudeBot/1.0; +claudebot@anthropic.com)'
  PATH_INFO: ''
  PHP_SELF: /c.php
  QUERY_STRING: args
  REDIRECT_STATUS: '200'
  REMOTE_ADDR: 3.15.18.221
  REMOTE_PORT: '38456'
  REQUEST_METHOD: GET
  REQUEST_SCHEME: https
  REQUEST_TIME: 1731852967
  REQUEST_TIME_FLOAT: 1731852967.4336
  REQUEST_URI: /c.php/wttw/date/2007-03-21
  SCRIPT_FILENAME: /var/www/rbwords/web/c.php
  SCRIPT_NAME: /c.php
  SERVER_ADDR: 167.71.185.58
  SERVER_NAME: rbwords.com
  SERVER_PORT: '443'
  SERVER_PROTOCOL: HTTP/1.1
  SERVER_SOFTWARE: nginx/1.14.0
  USER: www-data
session:
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  symfony/user/sfUser/authenticated: false
  symfony/user/sfUser/credentials: {  }
  symfony/user/sfUser/culture: en
  symfony/user/sfUser/lastRequest: 1731852967

Php

php: 5.6.40-13+ubuntu18.04.1+deb.sury.org+1
os: 'Linux ubuntu-s-1vcpu-1gb-nyc3-01-RBWORDS 4.15.0-112-generic #113-Ubuntu SMP Thu Jul 9 23:41:39 UTC 2020 x86_64'
extensions:
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  13: cgi-fcgi
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  17: ctype
  1: 'date (5.6.40-13+ubuntu18.04.1+deb.sury.org+1)'
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  7: 'filter (0.11.0)'
  20: ftp
  21: gettext
  8: 'hash (1.0)'
  22: iconv
  23: 'json (1.2.1)'
  3: libxml
  36: mhash
  24: 'mysql (1.0)'
  25: 'mysqli (0.1)'
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  4: openssl
  5: pcre
  15: 'PDO (1.0.4dev)'
  26: 'pdo_mysql (1.0.2)'
  27: 'Phar (2.0.2)'
  28: posix
  29: 'readline (5.6.40-13+ubuntu18.04.1+deb.sury.org+1)'
  9: 'Reflection ($Id: 5f15287237d5f78d75b19c26915aa7bd83dee8b8 $)'
  11: session
  30: shmop
  31: sockets
  10: 'SPL (0.2)'
  12: 'standard (5.6.40-13+ubuntu18.04.1+deb.sury.org+1)'
  32: sysvmsg
  33: sysvsem
  34: sysvshm
  35: 'tokenizer (0.1)'
  37: 'Zend OPcache (7.0.6-devFE)'
  6: 'zlib (2.0)'

Symfony

version: 1.4.8
path: /var/www/rbwords/lib/vendor/symfony/lib

Logs

#	type	message
1	sfPatternRouting	Match route "wttwDate" (/wttw/date/:date) for /wttw/date/2007-03-21 with parameters array ( 'module' => 'wttw', 'action' => 'show', 'date' => '2007-03-21',)
2	sfFilterChain	Executing filter "sfRenderingFilter"
3	sfFilterChain	Executing filter "sfCacheFilter"
4	sfFilterChain	Executing filter "sfExecutionFilter"
5	wttwActions	Call "wttwActions->executeShow()"
6	Doctrine_Connection_Mysql	exec : SET NAMES 'UTF8' - ()
7	Doctrine_Connection_Statement	execute : SELECT w.id AS w__id, w.date AS w__date, w.liturgical_date AS w__liturgical_date, w.body AS w__body, w.scripture_quote AS w__scripture_quote, w.first_reading AS w__first_reading, w.psalm AS w__psalm, w.second_reading AS w__second_reading, w.gospel AS w__gospel, w.reading_note AS w__reading_note, w.times_viewed AS w__times_viewed, w.created_at AS w__created_at, w.updated_at AS w__updated_at, w.slug AS w__slug FROM wttw w WHERE (w.date = ?) LIMIT 1 - (2007-03-21)
8	Doctrine_Connection_Statement	execute : SELECT w.id AS w__id, w.date AS w__date, w.liturgical_date AS w__liturgical_date, w.body AS w__body, w.scripture_quote AS w__scripture_quote, w.first_reading AS w__first_reading, w.psalm AS w__psalm, w.second_reading AS w__second_reading, w.gospel AS w__gospel, w.reading_note AS w__reading_note, w.times_viewed AS w__times_viewed, w.created_at AS w__created_at, w.updated_at AS w__updated_at, w.slug AS w__slug FROM wttw w WHERE (w.date = ?) LIMIT 1 - (2007-03-20)
9	Doctrine_Connection_Statement	execute : SELECT w.id AS w__id, w.date AS w__date, w.liturgical_date AS w__liturgical_date, w.body AS w__body, w.scripture_quote AS w__scripture_quote, w.first_reading AS w__first_reading, w.psalm AS w__psalm, w.second_reading AS w__second_reading, w.gospel AS w__gospel, w.reading_note AS w__reading_note, w.times_viewed AS w__times_viewed, w.created_at AS w__created_at, w.updated_at AS w__updated_at, w.slug AS w__slug FROM wttw w WHERE (w.date = ?) LIMIT 1 - (2007-03-22)
10	sfPHPView	Render "sf_app_dir/modules/wttw/templates/showSuccess.php"
11	sfPHPView	Decorate content with "sf_app_dir/templates/layout.php"
12	sfPHPView	Render "sf_app_dir/templates/layout.php"
13	sfWebResponse	Send status "HTTP/1.1 200 OK"
14	sfWebResponse	Send header "Content-Type: text/html; charset=utf-8"

type	calls	time (ms)	time (%)
Configuration	12	45.22	57
Factories	1	2.91	3
Action "wttw/show"	1	61.42	77
Database (Doctrine)	4	0.01	0
View "Success" for "wttw/show"	1	2.85	3

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Wednesday, March 21, 2007 - Wednesday in the Fourth Week of Lent

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