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Wednesday, January 6, 2010 - Christmas Weekday

[1 John 4:11-18 and Mark 6:45-52]

God is love, and whoever remains in love remains in God and God in him. In this is love brought to perfection among us, that we have confidence on the day of judgment because as he is, so are we in this world. There is no fear in love, but perfect love drives out fear because fear has to do with punishment, and so one who fears is not yet perfect in love.

Many of us can remember the Baltimore Catechism teaching about "perfect" and "imperfect" contrition. "Imperfect" contrition was sorrow based on fear of hell, and "perfect" contrition was sorrow based on having offended someone we should love - God! Any parent can probably speak of instances of that in their children as well! The traditional Act of Contrition seemed to cover both bases: I detest all my sins because I dread the loss of heaven and the pains of hell; but most of all because they offend thee, my God, who are all good and deserving of all my love.... (with local variations!) It would seem that we have been trying to "straddle" the perfect and the imperfect for centuries. The plain fact is that we can't do that. Since none of us is God, we are by definition "imperfect" but we are good because we are made in the image and likeness of God. What we can do is address as best we can the fears that keep us from loving better. The subject is immense and religious and secular bookstores are full of self-help books on how to love! I can only point to a possible path, and then only to the beginning of it. When we think about God, do we experience any "fear" in that thought? What is that fear, and where does it come from? Do we have any similar fears in our personal relationships with others? Where do those fears come from? If "perfect love" casts out all fear, at least our imperfect love can help us to address some of those fears, and if we keep trying, we may find ourselves doing about as good as we can in this life to enjoy the love of God and neighbor instead of being afraid of them! AMEN

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Configuration

debug
xdebug
logging
cache
compression
tokenizer
eaccelerator
apc
xcache

Request

options:
  path_info_key: PATH_INFO
  path_info_array: SERVER
  http_port: null
  https_port: null
  default_format: null
  logging: '1'
  relative_url_root: null
  formats: { txt: text/plain, js: [application/javascript, application/x-javascript, text/javascript], css: text/css, json: [application/json, application/x-json], xml: [text/xml, application/xml, application/x-xml], rdf: application/rdf+xml, atom: application/atom+xml }
  no_script_name: false
parameterHolder:
  action: show
  args: ''
  date: '2010-01-06'
  module: wttw
attributeHolder:
  sf_route: 'sfRoute Object()'

Response

status:
  code: 200
  text: OK
options:
  http_protocol: HTTP/1.1
  logging: '1'
  charset: utf-8
  send_http_headers: false
  content_type: 'text/html; charset=utf-8'
cookies: {  }
httpHeaders:
  Content-Type: 'text/html; charset=utf-8'
javascripts:
  'https://ajax.googleapis.com/ajax/libs/jquery/1.4.3/jquery.min.js': {  }
  'https://ajax.googleapis.com/ajax/libs/jqueryui/1.8.6/jquery-ui.min.js': {  }
stylesheets:
  main.css: {  }
  wttw.css: {  }
  rbwords.css: {  }
metas:
  title: RBWords
  language: en
httpMetas: {  }

User

options:
  auto_shutdown: false
  culture: null
  default_culture: en
  use_flash: true
  logging: '1'
  timeout: 1800
attributeHolder: {  }
culture: en

Settings

mod_wttw_enabled: true
mod_wttw_view_class: sfPHP
sf_admin_module_web_dir: /sfDoctrinePlugin
sf_admin_web_dir: /sf/sf_admin
sf_app: frontend
sf_app_base_cache_dir: /var/www/rbwords/cache/frontend
sf_app_cache_dir: /var/www/rbwords/cache/frontend/dev
sf_app_config_dir: /var/www/rbwords/apps/frontend/config
sf_app_dir: /var/www/rbwords/apps/frontend
sf_app_i18n_dir: /var/www/rbwords/apps/frontend/i18n
sf_app_lib_dir: /var/www/rbwords/apps/frontend/lib
sf_app_module_dir: /var/www/rbwords/apps/frontend/modules
sf_app_template_dir: /var/www/rbwords/apps/frontend/templates
sf_apps_dir: /var/www/rbwords/apps
sf_cache: true
sf_cache_dir: /var/www/rbwords/cache
sf_charset: utf-8
sf_check_lock: false
sf_compressed: false
sf_config_cache_dir: /var/www/rbwords/cache/frontend/dev/config
sf_config_dir: /var/www/rbwords/config
sf_csrf_secret: 8ed0b717824b51b9a11ceb0c956937fa4e1ea8af
sf_data_dir: /var/www/rbwords/data
sf_debug: true
sf_default_culture: en
sf_enabled_modules:
  - default
sf_environment: dev
sf_error_404_action: error404
sf_error_404_module: default
sf_error_reporting: 32767
sf_escaping_method: ESC_SPECIALCHARS
sf_escaping_strategy: true
sf_etag: false
sf_file_link_format: null
sf_i18n: false
sf_i18n_cache_dir: /var/www/rbwords/cache/frontend/dev/i18n
sf_lib_dir: /var/www/rbwords/lib
sf_lightbox_css_dir: /devrbwords/sfLightboxPlugin/css/
sf_lightbox_images_dir: /devrbwords/sfLightboxPlugin/images/
sf_lightbox_js_dir: /devrbwords/sfLightboxPlugin/js/
sf_log_dir: /var/www/rbwords/log
sf_logging_enabled: true
sf_login_action: login
sf_login_module: default
sf_module_cache_dir: /var/www/rbwords/cache/frontend/dev/modules
sf_module_disabled_action: disabled
sf_module_disabled_module: default
sf_no_script_name: false
sf_orm: doctrine
sf_plugins_dir: /var/www/rbwords/plugins
sf_root_dir: /var/www/rbwords
sf_secure_action: secure
sf_secure_module: default
sf_standard_helpers:
  - Partial
  - Cache
sf_symfony_lib_dir: /var/www/rbwords/lib/vendor/symfony/lib
sf_template_cache_dir: /var/www/rbwords/cache/frontend/dev/template
sf_test_cache_dir: /var/www/rbwords/cache/frontend/dev/test
sf_test_dir: /var/www/rbwords/test
sf_upload_dir: /var/www/rbwords/web/uploads
sf_use_database: true
sf_web_debug: true
sf_web_debug_web_dir: /sf/sf_web_debug
sf_web_dir: /var/www/rbwords/web
symfony.asset.javascripts_included: true
symfony.asset.stylesheets_included: true

Globals

cookie:
  symfony: md0ejaen1jo3c64uq4cko0inv4
env: {  }
files: {  }
get:
  args: ''
post: {  }
server:
  CONTENT_LENGTH: ''
  CONTENT_TYPE: ''
  DOCUMENT_ROOT: /var/www/rbwords/web
  DOCUMENT_URI: /c.php
  FCGI_ROLE: RESPONDER
  GATEWAY_INTERFACE: CGI/1.1
  HOME: /var/www
  HTTPS: on
  HTTP_ACCEPT: '*/*'
  HTTP_ACCEPT_ENCODING: 'gzip, br, zstd, deflate'
  HTTP_COOKIE: symfony=md0ejaen1jo3c64uq4cko0inv4
  HTTP_HOST: rbwords.com
  HTTP_USER_AGENT: 'Mozilla/5.0 AppleWebKit/537.36 (KHTML, like Gecko; compatible; ClaudeBot/1.0; +claudebot@anthropic.com)'
  PATH_INFO: ''
  PHP_SELF: /c.php
  QUERY_STRING: args
  REDIRECT_STATUS: '200'
  REMOTE_ADDR: 18.222.116.168
  REMOTE_PORT: '42634'
  REQUEST_METHOD: GET
  REQUEST_SCHEME: https
  REQUEST_TIME: 1731853868
  REQUEST_TIME_FLOAT: 1731853868.9957
  REQUEST_URI: /c.php/wttw/date/2010-01-06
  SCRIPT_FILENAME: /var/www/rbwords/web/c.php
  SCRIPT_NAME: /c.php
  SERVER_ADDR: 167.71.185.58
  SERVER_NAME: rbwords.com
  SERVER_PORT: '443'
  SERVER_PROTOCOL: HTTP/1.1
  SERVER_SOFTWARE: nginx/1.14.0
  USER: www-data
session:
  symfony/user/sfUser/attributes: {  }
  symfony/user/sfUser/authenticated: false
  symfony/user/sfUser/credentials: {  }
  symfony/user/sfUser/culture: en
  symfony/user/sfUser/lastRequest: 1731853868

Php

php: 5.6.40-13+ubuntu18.04.1+deb.sury.org+1
os: 'Linux ubuntu-s-1vcpu-1gb-nyc3-01-RBWORDS 4.15.0-112-generic #113-Ubuntu SMP Thu Jul 9 23:41:39 UTC 2020 x86_64'
extensions:
  16: calendar
  13: cgi-fcgi
  0: 'Core (5.6.40-13+ubuntu18.04.1+deb.sury.org+1)'
  17: ctype
  1: 'date (5.6.40-13+ubuntu18.04.1+deb.sury.org+1)'
  2: ereg
  18: 'exif (1.4 $Id: cad29b729548e4206f0697710cc9e177f26fdff3 $)'
  19: 'fileinfo (1.0.5)'
  7: 'filter (0.11.0)'
  20: ftp
  21: gettext
  8: 'hash (1.0)'
  22: iconv
  23: 'json (1.2.1)'
  3: libxml
  36: mhash
  24: 'mysql (1.0)'
  25: 'mysqli (0.1)'
  14: 'mysqlnd (mysqlnd 5.0.11-dev - 20120503 - $Id: 76b08b24596e12d4553bd41fc93cccd5bac2fe7a $)'
  4: openssl
  5: pcre
  15: 'PDO (1.0.4dev)'
  26: 'pdo_mysql (1.0.2)'
  27: 'Phar (2.0.2)'
  28: posix
  29: 'readline (5.6.40-13+ubuntu18.04.1+deb.sury.org+1)'
  9: 'Reflection ($Id: 5f15287237d5f78d75b19c26915aa7bd83dee8b8 $)'
  11: session
  30: shmop
  31: sockets
  10: 'SPL (0.2)'
  12: 'standard (5.6.40-13+ubuntu18.04.1+deb.sury.org+1)'
  32: sysvmsg
  33: sysvsem
  34: sysvshm
  35: 'tokenizer (0.1)'
  37: 'Zend OPcache (7.0.6-devFE)'
  6: 'zlib (2.0)'

Symfony

version: 1.4.8
path: /var/www/rbwords/lib/vendor/symfony/lib

Logs

#	type	message
1	sfPatternRouting	Match route "wttwDate" (/wttw/date/:date) for /wttw/date/2010-01-06 with parameters array ( 'module' => 'wttw', 'action' => 'show', 'date' => '2010-01-06',)
2	sfFilterChain	Executing filter "sfRenderingFilter"
3	sfFilterChain	Executing filter "sfCacheFilter"
4	sfFilterChain	Executing filter "sfExecutionFilter"
5	wttwActions	Call "wttwActions->executeShow()"
6	Doctrine_Connection_Mysql	exec : SET NAMES 'UTF8' - ()
7	Doctrine_Connection_Statement	execute : SELECT w.id AS w__id, w.date AS w__date, w.liturgical_date AS w__liturgical_date, w.body AS w__body, w.scripture_quote AS w__scripture_quote, w.first_reading AS w__first_reading, w.psalm AS w__psalm, w.second_reading AS w__second_reading, w.gospel AS w__gospel, w.reading_note AS w__reading_note, w.times_viewed AS w__times_viewed, w.created_at AS w__created_at, w.updated_at AS w__updated_at, w.slug AS w__slug FROM wttw w WHERE (w.date = ?) LIMIT 1 - (2010-01-06)
8	Doctrine_Connection_Statement	execute : SELECT w.id AS w__id, w.date AS w__date, w.liturgical_date AS w__liturgical_date, w.body AS w__body, w.scripture_quote AS w__scripture_quote, w.first_reading AS w__first_reading, w.psalm AS w__psalm, w.second_reading AS w__second_reading, w.gospel AS w__gospel, w.reading_note AS w__reading_note, w.times_viewed AS w__times_viewed, w.created_at AS w__created_at, w.updated_at AS w__updated_at, w.slug AS w__slug FROM wttw w WHERE (w.date = ?) LIMIT 1 - (2010-01-05)
9	Doctrine_Connection_Statement	execute : SELECT w.id AS w__id, w.date AS w__date, w.liturgical_date AS w__liturgical_date, w.body AS w__body, w.scripture_quote AS w__scripture_quote, w.first_reading AS w__first_reading, w.psalm AS w__psalm, w.second_reading AS w__second_reading, w.gospel AS w__gospel, w.reading_note AS w__reading_note, w.times_viewed AS w__times_viewed, w.created_at AS w__created_at, w.updated_at AS w__updated_at, w.slug AS w__slug FROM wttw w WHERE (w.date = ?) LIMIT 1 - (2010-01-07)
10	sfPHPView	Render "sf_app_dir/modules/wttw/templates/showSuccess.php"
11	sfPHPView	Decorate content with "sf_app_dir/templates/layout.php"
12	sfPHPView	Render "sf_app_dir/templates/layout.php"
13	sfWebResponse	Send status "HTTP/1.1 200 OK"
14	sfWebResponse	Send header "Content-Type: text/html; charset=utf-8"

type	calls	time (ms)	time (%)
Configuration	12	37.55	52
Factories	1	3.02	4
Action "wttw/show"	1	58.32	80
Database (Doctrine)	4	0.01	0
View "Success" for "wttw/show"	1	2.30	3

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